Today is not my day.
My computer’s network connection went awry last night so I couldn’t make more progress on my work (it was after midnight, so technically it’s today).
This morning I woke up and felt a sharp sting on my left tricep when I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I reached over and felt something like a ball of loose thread so I tried to pulled it out (all the while wondering why a sharp needle-like point would be in said ball of thread)
To my surprise I found a monstrous ant!!! I leapt back and tossed the ant into the sink, slamming my hand against the wall because my reflexes aren’t calibrated at 6:30am :-P. It was big, red and ugly–fire ant perhaps? It fell in the sink on its back, wiggling its legs and madly spinning its head looking for an angle to bite its prey.
I turned on the faucet thinking the adventure was over. Unfortunately, my grandma soon informed me that she found an infestation in my room.
So my dad and I start taking apart my bed, smacking an ant here and there as we go, but even so, we can’t find the source of the problem.
Since we have to go to work, we leave my room undone with the lights on, anxious to return to the conquest of the ant colony when we return home.
When I arrive at work, I have to restart my computer several times because of DNS issues, which prevented me from connecting through the network. Instead of idling at my desk, I go to the bathroom.
While sitting there, minding my own business, I discover that the back of my pants is wet, so I spend the next ten minutes drying them off to spare myself the embarrassment of walking around the office with dark splotches on my back.
It’s now only 9:54am. That’s alot of adventure packed into a 3 hour timespan. A part of me wants to laugh, a part of me wants to cry–and my left arm still aches from the ant bite. I want to complain, but I can’t help thinking this is exactly the kind of test where I can see if the gospel is good enough for everyday life. Can I rejoice in God and the hope that He has promised? Or will I resort to c’est la vie or whining?
Pray for me please!
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases;
his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
So that’s my unpolished blogpost for today. Raw, real life.